An Atheist's Resolve

I woke up today later than usual. I had hoped to have waken up before 10, but I force myself to sleep 8 hours before getting out of bed. Short story short, I went to sleep at 3:00 am. I had a rather disturbing dream last night. In it I was constantly forsaking the name of God (I'm an Atheist, although don't know why I was doing that). When I walked into my room, I was greeted by none other than Death. He talked to me about how so many people that curse God's name wind up in Hell. He flat out told me that it was too late for me. I already bought myself a one way ticket there. The last thing I remember before waking up was this feeling that Satan himself was standing behind me. Upon waking up, I was really effing paranoid. I gave it a good thought before realizing it was only a dream. Upon this realization, I shrugged it off and went on with my day. Sure made me think twice about religion. That in itself terrifies me more than the dream ever will. It's not easy not having a God.

Introduction to my Blog

I have a need to let out things for people to see. The only problem is, in person I am unable to do so. By starting this blog I hope to make that first step in trying to show what is referred to as "emotion". A rather blank term in my eyes, yet I am fearful of it. Some of of my friends already know this. Especially a certain someone who I will keep anonymous. The rest of them haven't the slightest idea of who I am because I myself do not know the answer to that. Through this blog you (the nice people who decide to read my blog) and I will learn more and more about the type of person I happen to be.

*A WARNING TO ALL OF YOU

My mind is currently unstable and due to this my personality can go haywire. Some things may shock or even scare you. Others will make me look like a complete dumbass.

Brutally honest comments are appreciated ;)